SheckaTokyomora

Wow, long time no talk, you guys.

Jesus fucking christ it's been so long. Basically the short story is that A) I kind of lost interest in DeviantART and B) my computer would freeze every time I went on. Since then, of course, I've gotten a new computer, which is nice.

I see that you can change your name on here, which I kind of want to do tbqh. But alas, I do not have a premium membership, which kind of sucks because I would pay like five dollars or whatever just to change my name and be done with it. SheckaTokyomora is such a weeaboo name and I'd really rather just change it to something more...professional esque? Idek.

I cleared out my gallery again. It needed it. Fuck yeah, it needed it a lot. How I thought half that shit qualified as art I have no clue. So sorry about that - but on the plus side at least I learned from my mistakes.

Anyways, I might pop in here once in awhile - post some poetry, draw the odd picture - nothing really outstanding though. For updates concerning my life and such, hit my Tumblr because I only go on there now and sometimes Twitter. My main blog name is "TheAsylumsAbyss" and I'm mainly a fandom blog for Person of Interest, Harry Potter, and Marianas Trench.

Much love to all of you, and I'll attempt to keep in touch.

Farewell,
Shecka

ALANRICKMANALANRICKMAN!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and apparently Jaya and I are best friends according to the incredibly odd Facebook conversation going on.

Okay, I'll stop fangasming all over your monitor. I'll move onto to updates, though you must agree that Fangirl!Shecka is pretty amusing.

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Poetry: Uh, writer's block? Honestly, I've just been busy with life and stuff and haven't been writing. I'll probably start writing when school technically starts again, so just stay here with me! I swear to god I'll update. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME.

Drawing: Do you guys even freaking care about my drawings? Yeaaaah, thought not.

Music: I really really want to sing the song Thank You by Simple Plan but kind of an acoustic version with like . . . I dunno. Guitar or whatever the frig makes it more low key, so I'm going to kidnap one of my friends and be like "YOU HELP ME" in the near future.

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Okay now with personal updates. Guess who is finally sixteen as of August 11th! ME!|

How did I spend my birthday? Sick, terribly so. However, I am planning on having a late dinner celebration when my parents have the money with Rachelle (who is so FREAKING AMAZING) and maybe a few more friends. It all depends on how much money my parents have.

How does being sixteen feel? I feel like I need a sick obsession with Alan Rickman and an odd stalker-like creeping attitude to Severus Snape.

To say this month has been erm . . . a bit up and down would be an understatement. I've found best friends, lost a few who I thought were good friends of mine, and have stood indifferent with others I thought I could trust. Some odd things happened to my social circle lately but in a way I've never been happier with who I am friends with. I only wish I had chosen the friends I have now when I was 13 and had just met them because obviously they are different then the ones I had chosen instead. But you can't change the past, you can only hope the future will go better.

I saw the last Harry Potter (twice so far, my goal is seven but I'll probably only go four) and teared up so many freaking times. I felt like a piece of my childhood was ending despite how cheesy that sounds.

So anyways here's my journal You've been waiting long enough, eh?

Okay, well I thought I should update this just because.

Firstly, are there any Harry Potter fans here? I saw the last movie on opening day (would have been a midnight release if they had one around here, sadly they didn't) and I have to admit, I teared up like five times during the course of that movie. It was such a work of art and I've been in Harry Potter mode since then. Actually, I'm writing this god awful essay on Harry Potter right now. If I ever finish it (90% chance I won't) then I'll upload it. Though I'm sure I'm going to Harry Potter hell for writing it.

Secondly, since I did vent about this in another journal entry I feel like anyone who cares and who I don't have on facebook (Venn diagram for people who care about me and people who I don't have on facebook = odd) should be brought up to date. My ginuea pig, Blondie/Mello, did pass away about a week ago at seven years old. He's in a better place now with no suffering so don't apologise for my 'loss' because it's really all for the best. He was the sweetest, kindest animal I have ever known and I'll never forget him.

Thirdly, I've done some more covers, here are links:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=COUKLo…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjPfr4…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBqxAV…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ljTzWg…

I guess that's all, I hope that more of you are into Harry Potter, but since I'm not on here much it'll be hard to talk to some of you guys. Oh well, ciao for now.

~Shecka

My Life in Music

Opening Credits: "The Queen" By Velvet

Waking Up: "Comin In Hot" By Hollywood Undead

First Day Of School: "100%" By Angelspit

Falling in Love: "We just touched Awkwardly" by Natalie Tran

Fighting: "Pay For It" By Mindless Self Indulgence

Prom: "The Ballad of Mona Lisa" By Panic! At the Disco

Life Is Good: "I feel like Dancing" By All Time Low

Breaking Up: "Crank the Stereo" By The Appreciation Post

Driving: "Homicide Drive" By Murderdolls

Flashback: "Smooth Criminal" By Michael Jackson

Going To College: "Porn Star Dancing" By My Darkest Days.

Mental Breakdown: "Liar" By Emilie Autumn

Getting Back Together: "Everybody Loves Me" By One Republic

Wedding: . . . "We just touched Awkwardly" by Natalie Tran

Birth of a Child: "Misery Loves Company" By Emilie Autumn

Final Battle: "One Night In Bangkok" by Murray Head

Death Scene: "Almost Human" By Voltaire

Funeral: "Get it Up" By Mindless Self Indulgence

End Credits: . . . . . . . "We just touched Awkwardly" by Natalie Tran


END OF THE SHECKA FILM

A - AVAILABLE: No.



B - BIRTHDAY: August 11th.



C - CRUSHIN' ON: Not saying. Though I've basically given up.



D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ice Capp.



E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My brother or Ichikish.

F - FAVOURITE SONG: Break Me Shake Me - Savage Garden/Le Disko - Shiny Toy Guns (At the moment)


H - HOMETOWN: HERP DERP STRANGER DANGER.


I - IN LOVE WITH: A killer. Nah I'm just referencing the Jeffree Star song. But it's the same answer as C.


J - JUGGLE: No.


K - KILLED SOMEONE: *Evil grin*.


L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: The 26 hour bus ride to Edmonton. (Like a boss)


M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Oreo. (My milkshake brings all the Jons to the yard and I'm like - THAT'S NOT MY CAR)


N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: One brother, one sister.


O - ONE WISH: To be a gay man and have a really sexy boyfriend-wait wut? I didn't say anything.


P- PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Currently talking to Julie.


R - REASON TO SMILE: Because I have my coat!  


S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Purr like a Cat - T Mills Feat Jeffree Star (*Sigh* Such a vulgar song . . . IT'S ICHIKISH'S THEME)


T- TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7:00 am.


U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR/PATTERN: I don't know ._. Too lazy to check.


V - VEGETABLE(S): Carrots


W - WORST HABIT: Shouting "CRACK A BEER" at really bad times.


X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: One on my arm.


Y - YOYOS ARE: Very closet bound.


Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo





RANDOM QUESTIONS:



- Spell your name without vowels: Shck


- What colour do you wear most?: Blue.


- Least favourite colour?: No clue.


- What are you listening to?: Julie and I giggling about closet renovation.



- Are you happy with your life right now?: No.



- What is your favourite class in school?: Psychology/Family Studies.



- Are you outgoing?: Sortakindayeah.



- Favourite pair of shoes?: I usually only wear the one pair.



- Where do you wish you were right now?: In Emilie Autumn's hou-what?





THE CANS:



- Can you dance?: DANCE LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON.



- Can you whistle?: Yeeep



- Write with both hands?: Watch me fail!



- Walk with your toes curled?: Probably have done that-how is this relevant? STOP STALKING ME.





THE DO'S:



- Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes and I believe one is infected with Lights.


- Do you believe in miracles?: I believe in maxicles.



- Do you believe in magic?: That works..



- Do you believe love at first sight?: HELL NO.



- Do you believe in Satan?: I believe in Light.



- Do you believe in Santa?: HELL YES.



- Do you like roller coasters?: YES.



- Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: SLOP FOR A WEEK. ICHIKISH, LET'S GOOOOO. (Speaking of - I wonder if they're going to have another gay guy in this season of Big Broter)




THE HAVES:



- Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.



- Have you ever asked someone out?: I would if there was the SLIGHTEST chance I wouldn't get rejected.



- Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes. IT WAS SO WEIRD. I WAS LIKE "DUDEEEE" AND HE WAS LIKE "LET'S GO GET MARRIED" AND I WAS LIKE "HOW ABOUT WE PRETEND WE'RE TWINS NOW."



- Have you ever been to the ocean?: I live on a FREAKING ISLAND. TAKE A CLUE.



- Have you ever painted your nails: Yes. Frequently.





THE WHATS:



- What is the temperature outside?: Don't know but it needs to be hotter so I can get in my pool.



- What radio station do you listen to?: I have this great Industrial radio station that I always forget the name of.


- What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I forgot.





THE WHOS:



- Who was the last person you IM'd?: Cameron I guess. (Stalker the frig ._.)



- Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Myself and my brother before he goes to Calgary T_T COME BACK MAT, I WON'T HURT YOU ._.


- Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Probably Ichikish or Max. (What? They're very pretty!)




CRYING SECTION:



- Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes.



- Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes. Frequently.



- Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes - well sort of.



- Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Why of course.



- Do you cry when you get an injury?: Usually not.



- Do certain songs make you cry?: One song made me sad. So now I don't listen to it!


HAPPY SECTION:



- Are you a happy person?: I try to be.



What/who can make you happy?: Music.



-Do you wish you were happier?: Yes.



-Can music make you happy?: . . . I JUST SAID THAT.





LOVE SECTION:



- How many times have you had your heart broken?: Over a real person? Yeah once.



- Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Course. I would go to that great Shecka Corp in the sky for the one I love *brick'd*



- What is your current hair colour?: How is this under love? It's brown.



- Current piercings?: Ears. Might be getting my nose soon



- Have any tattoos?: No.



- Eye colour?: Fabulously brown.





IN A BOY/GIRL:



- Favourite eye colour: Blue. (Like, House blue. He has really pretty eyes)



- Short or long: Considering I'm asexual I don't really care - ohwaityouweretalkingaboutsomethingelse?



- Height: Taller than me so he can grab stuff from top shelves and stuff.



- Best clothing: As long as he isn't a nudist . . .




HAVE YOU EVER:



- Been to jail: Maaaaaaaaybe.



- Mooned someone: No one wants to see this arse. Plus I'm not to keen on showing it.



- Laughed so hard you cried: Yes.



- Thrown up in a store: No but I once in my school playground.



- Done something so bad you still laugh about it today?: Oh god YES.



- Gone skinny dipping: *Read's Ichikish's response* You know Ichikish . . . I could help you with that ;D



THIS OR THAT:



- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.



- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.



- Single or Group Dates: Can't we just talk on skype?



- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.



- Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.



- Meat or Veggies: . . . What are Ice Capps under?



- TV or Movie: TV.



- Guitar or Drums?: Guitar.



- Adidas or Nike: Neither.



- Chinese or Mexican: CHINESE FOOD IS BIPOLARRRRR.



- Cheerios or Corn Flakes: I don't really like either..



- Cake or Pie: CAKE.



-MTV or VH1: Don't watch either.